What do I want to do with my life?

I wish I had a clue.

Lazy Day

Last night was Lady Gaga! I went with Sarah and her cousin and co-worker.  It was amazing!

All of my plans today were cancelled on me. So I’ve decided to make a list of things I need to do instead of doing them.

1. Shower

2. Import all my BB photos and internets photos

3. import stolen music from KT and N

4. Start Thesis Research

5. Practice test for Census interview tomorrow

6. Laundry

7. Clean/organize room

Wow, that its self is an accomplishment.  I quit.

I hope she knows how spoiled she is.

Tik Tok on the Clock, the Party Don’t Stop.

I hung out with N’s fam all day long! I watched 4.5 hours of football and didn’t rip out my eyes.  N’s fam is really great.  They are actually nice people and got me xmas gifts.  Totally unexpected and sweet.  I got bubble bath, lotion, gluten free pasta and tons of other cute things. I’m very blessed.  N’s mom was telling me how hard it was to watch someone else take care of her son (he was sick), but I was more than capable.  It was very very sweet and I  can only imagine how hard it might be to let go of your baby.  Luckily she had her chance to take care of him for the last couple days as he was  really really sick and at his parents.  My poor baby.

At home watching Demons on BBC America with Katie.

I also maneuvered my way over to  N’s parents house only getting little lost.  Boosh!

My boo

cutes.

New Year

My new years res’ are relatively simple in theory, not so much in context.  I’m doing it.

So here it starts.

10 things I LOVE about myself

1. My hair (vain I know, but its a great color and texture and is naturally awesome).

2. My ass.  Its there and great.

3. I am a good friend, really.

4. I’m really responsible.

5. I’m really driven to accomplish what I set out to.

6. I am a thoughtful girlfriend.

7. I recycle and am earth friendly (outside of my huge ass minivan).

8. I really appreciate my spiritual gifts.

9. I am a responsible pet owner.

10. I am beautiful inside and out.

10 things I TRULY enjoy doing

1. Playing with my cat.

2. Being with my boyfriend.

3. Being with my friends.

4. Singing in the car.

5. Spending the night in with good friends and a good movie we don’t really watch.

6. Walking Slayer with Sarah.

7. Exercising.

8. Going out and Dancing.

9. Doing Yoga.

10. Being Spiritual (yeah I know).

There ya go.

lets get all zen and shit.

New computer!

So I finally cracked Apple and they gave me a new computer.  Unfortunately I lost my old hard drive and everything on it, including my entire paper portfolio. Not so fun, but new! Really fancy new and I bought applecare for the next three years! So I feel set.  I may try and fandangle someone to do data retrieval off my old water damaged hard drive.  Anyone know how to do this? I’m really upset about losing all my pictures.

My tummy hurts.

wah.

Not getting Sick

Tired.  Trying to be productive. I need to figure out how to get grant funding for writing my thesis.  Anyone know how to do this?

Updates

oh hello,

Why am I treating this as a 8th grade diary?  I’m tired.  I just wanted to do a small update, I believe the large update has been what’s been binding me from actually updating.

Short story; rough semester – glad its over came out with an A and B+ and ?

N is a blessing, I’m so lucky to have him in my life.

Room mates; bad, worse, bad, fine.

Still jobless; doing a little marketing work to keep my skills fresh.

Sold my Saturn to my friend and inherited a minivan (yeah I know you’re jealous).

Still ‘broken-up’ with friends that need to grow up.

Need to get back on Candida Diet.

Mao is fab.

Halloween was depressing for me.

Thanksgiving was fun, N’s parents and then mine (half fun).

Xmas was in Jamaica with my family; not fun, my uncle called me a bitch and made me cry in front of a restaurant full of other yuppy vacationers and on my fathers birthday.  That man is an asshat.

I have a tan and a fifth of Sky Vodka from Sunshine liquors (Jamaica).

New years was fun, even though I fell asleep mid-coitus and at 1:30.

Now I’m pretending my responsibilities to myself and others do not exist.

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:

1. Create and visualize vision board.
2. Take steps to start feeling better about myself
3. Take number 2 seriously.

L,

J.

oh tanand Cute

Boosh.

I may lie, but I do actually enjoy getting up early before everyone in the house is mousing around for some quiet time.  Its nice getting up early for no reason.  Also I found an elliptical machine in my garage from the previous tenet and cannot wait to bring it in the house!  I can wait because the previous tenet has to come back and grab more of his stuff, and if he see’s it he will want us to pay him for it instead of not realizing its there! Boosh.

Classes are a go and reading is intense.  I interview at the EAM yesterday and I’m not sure how that went, but I wish they would tell me soon.  Must work out!

Mao has been really cute lately, I know I know, but more cute than normal.  I love my cat.

Mousef

This week.

This week I have really enjoyed an evening out Kareoking (sp)!  Erhine, Stu, Bekey and I (Madison) really had funs.  Madison and Stu sand worlds greatest together in a loving duet.   Erhine and Madison sang no scrubs and Bekey and Erhine sang all that she wants (is another baby).  Totally a blast.  Tonight after running a ton of errands I went to my first day of class (rational choice – no, the name of the class).   I almost commented on the fact that my prof was wearing beige on beige on beige, seriously, but decided against it.   I almost threw my shoe when we received an uber intense 11 page syllabus.  ELEVEN PAGES.  What a treat this class will be.  woot.

What evs, now your daily cute.

So lazy. So much sun.

Moving!

So I hate moving, I’m pretty sure that is a generalization that people can agree with (if you love see me for later moving help).  This past week (Sunday through Sunday) has been unfun for me and everyone around me.  First off we moved into a house that is dramatically cheaper than my old house, so we should be happy – and we are.  But and a Big BUT, the house was absolutely trashed.  These four dudes were the foulest group of sorry SOB’s that have ever walked the earth.  It was latex glove wearing, black mold finding, cat piss smelling, chain smoking indoors with no windows open f’in gross.  Katie (new roomie!) and I have managed to clean it.  We found out the back rooms floor was blue and not black and that the kitchen was actually full of neat things (not joking someone’ girlfriend went to Ikea).  Anyway my old roommate moved in with us and one dude that had previously lived here still does (and is gross). Katie and I did all of the cleaning, days and days and days of it.  My old roommate thought it was better to move all of his stuff in and not help us clean, and the other roommate decided if he bought paper towel and toilet paper then he was all in.  So needless to say Katie and I were displeased with the help and feel like mothers to two overgrown retarded what could be mistaken to be men.  My poor boyfriend heard my endless bitching and tears of frustration.  He is more wound up then me because he actually cares about my well being and doesn’t want to see me like this (enraged).  I’m so lucky to have him.  I love that man.   Back to the house.  N,Katie and I painted out rooms despite the dudes being like I don’t know what about the security deposit…. well F them – we cleaned the house to a normal level for DAYS (by the way I’ve had a severe chest infection the entire time seriously I’ve been sick for over two weeks!! Still cleaned!)  and for a $200 deposit they hope to get back, they can suck it.  My room is leftover Sarah paint that is Orange and Teal in a diagonal pattern.  See!

Empty Closet??

Wall two, wall three is solid orange in top and a 2 foot border of teal on the bottom!

Cat bed and orange wall.

White accent wall with teal border that is covered + cat head.

On going Cat Duel

So my room is about 89% set up and even though there is little closet space I am pleased.  My gross roommate has the cat above a (not fixed) young male that seriously terrorizes Mao.  Well he just wants to play with her and she wants nothing to do with him.   So he usually stays upstairs where roomie chain smokes without opening windows and never cleans the box (he wants his cat to go downstairs so he doesn’t have to use the box upstairs (ie so I clean up after his cat)).  The cat is sweet enough, its just not fixed and the owner is so irresponsible that it turns my stomach and he just doesn’t care.

Enough of my bitching.  *Deep Breathe** Everything will be fine!!